Good day world

Today was a good day :) I went to all my lectures,  went to gym with jessi, had amazing sushi, went to the doctor to check out a gland that has been worrying me for months then helped greg with his essay and had supper with his parents. I am actually freaking out about this gland now, its been up for months, but the doctor thinks its fine,  so yeah, I'm not going to worry about it, no point right? Its strange, for a long time I completely forgot about it and now I keep trying to forget. Anyway being a hypochondriac, I'm just being silly. I'm going to focus on everything good in my life at the moment, my amazing friends, lovely parents and brother, my boy, sushi and gym and starting to feel good about myself again, beginning to paint again, the blossom tree in the garden, a beautiful big empty canvas, and the luxury of possibility- I have so many different choices open to me at the moment, and instead of being frightened of this, I've decided to embrace it- so what if I'm not entirely sure what I want to be, who is... at least I can feel myself getting closer to whatever it may be I want to do, pen or paintbrush, it will be a beautiful magical journey and I can't wait!