Today: I tried to read Gallop's the Daughter's seduction.... sigh, its an examination of feminism and psychoanalysis and its exhausting. I honestly do not understand how Freud and Lacan got so many people to buy into psychoanalysis, I read passages to Greg today and he alternated between laughing hysterically, looking disgusted at how sexist it was, and being genuinely perplexed as to how I could be studying such crap! mmmm. Well that essays due on Monday, definitely not going to be a good one. I then decided to screw Freud (excuse the pun) and escape to the food and wine show which was pure deliciousness. After trying every free sample of chutneys, pestos, olive thingys, sundried tomato yumminess, chocolate amazingness, cupcakes, and feeling like a major fatty, but a very happy one, I drifted over to the Muskadel tasting section, after which life seemed to get a little better :P I then came home, tried to attempt good old freud once more, again gave up and watched rubbish on tv. Tmrw I think I must drag myself to the library and study all day until kirst's or this essay will be a disaster! I then managed to knock over my beautiful new pet tulip called lola, and got extremely emotional, Im very attached to her, she had such lovely red flowers which all broke off. Well all except one which Greg, seeing how upset I was, lovingly tried to sellotape back onto the stem. I'm sorry Lola, I shall try to bring you back to life :( I really shouldn't have plants, I have the worst track record- I've killed a million cactuses!