Friday, August 26, 2011

Child Sylvia Plath

Child

Your clear eye is the one absolutely beautiful thing.
I want to fill it with color and ducks,
The zoo of the new

Whose names you meditate ---
April snowdrop, Indian pipe,
Little

Stalk without wrinkle,
Pool in which images
Should be grand and classical

Not this troublous
Wringing of hands, this
dark
Ceiling without a star.

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Apprehensions Sylvia Plath

Apprehensions

There is this white wall, above which the sky creates itself---
Infinite, green, utterly untouchable.
Angels swim in it, and the stars, in indifference also.
They are my medium.
The sun dissolves on this wall, bleeding its lights.

A gray wall now, clawed and bloody.
Is there no way out of the mind?
Steps at my back spiral into a well.
There are no trees or birds in this world,
There is only sourness.

This red wall winces continually :
A red fist, opening and closing,
Two gray, papery bags---
This is what I am made of , this and a terror
Of being wheeled off under crosses and a rain of pietas.

On a black wall, unidentifiable birds
Swivel thier heads and cry.
There is no talk of immortality among these!
Cold blanks approach us :
They move in a hurry.


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The Applicant by Sylvia Plath

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

So I was in a car crash two days ago, not a bad one, but enough to shake me up a little, and make me appreciate everyday more, as cliche as that sounds! It was a three car pile up, the guy at the back rammed into the car in the middle who was then catapulted forward into us. The man who caused the accident was a Somalian, and I felt so sorry for him, I think he had been drinking, and when I asked him for his id he pulled out this old piece of paper that was pretty much falling apart, and I noticed all his fingers had been cut off his hand. I can't get that hand out of my mind now. I cannot believe how horrible some people's lives are, it makes me terribly ashamed about how much I complain on a day to day basis about what is really nothing at all. I'm so blessed and so lucky, I really need to remember that, and work to make a difference in people's lives who are not so fortunate.



Monday, August 22, 2011

Nieuwoudtville



Greg has recently become very interested in photography, and wanted to go and see the flowers up in the Namaqualand and Karoo areas. He dragged me out of bed at 4 in the morning- grumpy and fairly incoherent, looking like the oros/ tyre man in greg's down jacket, I was stuffed into the car where I promptly passed out for the next 2 hours or so while Greg drove the four and a half hour drive to Nieuwoudtville. Why Nieuwoudtville you may well ask? Well according to the Getaway magazine that is the place to go to see the best flowers of the season, and the accompanying pictures in the magazine convinced my aspiring photographer boyfriend that it was simply the place we had to go to. As we neared Nieuwoudtville about four hours later we began to get increasingly worried as there were no flowers to be seen, the bare patchwork landscape of the Karoo greeted us at every turn, and the most exciting thing we saw were sheep on the side of the road. Grumpy and carsick, I began to despair I had been woken for nothing, and my poor boy started to look increasingly anxious as his thundercloud of a girlfriend began to rather unfairly blame him for the lack of flowers. We drove over the pass, where Greg's uncle had assured him "you look down over the surrounding countryside and all you can see are carpets of different coloured flowers." Well, not so for us! The bleak grey and brown landscape boasted a few yellow flowered bushes, if you looked closely enough, but nothing like we had read about in Getaway. Then as we got to the top of the pass, and approached the thriving metropolis (haha) of Nieuwoudtville, more and more flowers began to emerge, with a field of orange daisies greeting us on the side of the road. We had read the flowers only really emerge at noon, but Greg wanted to get there early to catch the sunrise at the waterfall. The waterfall was beautiful, although we arrived too late for the sunrise, we stayed there for quite a while, as Greg was trying to capture the motion of the water. The shadow of the cascading water on the rocks behind it looked like flames, and rainbows formed where the water hit the pool at the bottom. When we left the first flowers were starting to emerge and beautiful purple and pink daisies peeked out at us. We brought a koeksister from the people on the side of the road, which was sickly sweet and delicious, and then headed off to Loeriesfontein, as Gregory was set on seeing the Windpomp museum- why? Don't ask. Loeriesfontein turned out to be the place with the best flowers, the town itself is rundown and everything has a feeling of being part of a bygone era, and against the crumbling, dissolving houses the flowers seemed surprising and even more beautiful. Everywhere we looked fields of yellow, white, and orange daisies erupted in the midday sun, and even the poorest of homes boasted a garden unlike any to be found anywhere else in the world. We stopped at a rugby field and I fulfilled my dream of lying in a field of flowers- I'm such a loser, I blame Disney channel! However, as I lay down, I jumped up again in anguish, with a bottom full of prickles, which kind of served me right, but I was obviously unimpressed. I was then dragged to the Fred Turner Windpomp museum. Now, I still have no idea why Gregory was so set on seeing this place! It boasted a picture of Doris the sheep, supposedly the biggest sheep in the Karoo, discarded clothes and furniture from old Afrikaans families, glass and pottery, a dentist's chair, a beautifully ornate till, boxes and letters, and medicines. It was a bizarre collection, brief fragments of time long gone, and yet you could still imagine people living like that in Loeriesfontein, the whole town seemed to be an uncared- for memorial. We went outside and looked at the museum's impressive collection of thirty or so windmills from all over the world. Greg took a few photos, and then we headed back to Nieuwoudtville. Along the way we stopped at the Kokerboom Forest which was spectacular. Hills covered in the Kokerboom trees and flowers of every species and colour, greeted us, and we parked the car and walked among them, Greg taking pictures while I made a daisy chain. Eventually the sun got too hot for us, and we had to leave to find something to drink- on our way back we were amazed to see all the flowers that had emerged, that we didn't see when we arrived that morning. Stopping in the quaint town of Nieuwoudtville before we left, we brought drinks and Gregzi lamented the fact that the biltong shop was closed, and then we began the four and a half hour trek home. Worth it? I think so, although perhaps we should have waited and gone later, as apparently the flowers were not yet at their peak. It was also a long way to go for a day, so if I went again I think I would try to find somewhere to overnight- the guest farms have amazing accomodation although it can be quite pricey.